I wasn’t happy with the way I looked, I have never been, but only just then that I decided to do something about it. I hated my glasses, I hated the pimples that never seemed to leave, I hated how my brow was so thick, but most off all, I hated my body.
So I started working out, and finding out ways to lose weight, then I decided that I wanted to do more than lose weight, I wanted to get fit, and that’s exactly what I did. It was a challenge at first, getting up to do 30-minutes of exercise a day for 5 days a week when I usually only do 30 minutes a week. But I didn’t give up, there were times when I came close to, but I never did.
When I first started, 30 sit ups was all I could do. When I first started, I couldn’t jog for 1 straight minute without gasping for air, let alone run. When I first started, I couldn’t even do a lunge!
But now..
Oh now.. I can do 100 sit ups without breaking a sweat, I can even do it in under 3 minutes. Now.. Now I jog 5 days a week, I do jumping jacks, planks, calf raises, arm circles, everything!
But most importantly.. Now..
When I look at myself in the mirror, I’m truly happy with what I see. Now, when I see a small sized shirt, I know it can fit me. Oh now.. when I look in the mirror I don’t dread what I see. I admit, there may be some days that I still feel unhappy with my body, but those feelings don’t last long, I shake them off with exercise, and healthy eating habits!
I may have not lost as much weight as I would’ve wanted, but I’m not stopping. No not yet. I’m not done. I’ll probably never be. I’ll continue striving to be a better me. Months from now, you’ll meet a better, healthier, and hotter me! That’s a promise. :)

I’m bored,
gonna go work out in a bit.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI. :3

Good Morning! :3

Silly zai making a…. I dont even know what face this is.

Second Day of Eid Mubarak.
I don’t know why I couldn’t manage a decent smile in this picture haha.
Yes. Our religion frowns upon homosexuals. But that does not mean that you’re allowed to go around saying shit about and to them. That does not mean you can bully them, telling them they’re worthless and blame your actions on your religion. They are people too.
”They should be punished for not obeying Allah’s orders”
That’s bullshit. Punishment is up to Allah to decide, and up to Allah to carry out. What? You’ve never sinned before? You are not perfect, so don’t you dare go around like you’re God, ”punishing” geople just because they’re in love with the same sex.
You are bullies. Your actions are your own responsibilities don’t blame it on your religion.
You are Not God.
”But we, as Muslims, are supposed to help them who are lost to get back on the right path”
Yes, Nicely. Not by bullying and hurting them.
Really, people’s stupidity amazes me sometimes. I don’t even care if I sound rude, people who makes others feel insignificant on purpose doesn’t deserve my respect. And using religion to justify these actions? Sick.
Aren’t we as Muslims supposed to treat others with respect despite religion, race, gender, sexual preferences?
‘Nough said.
Right now, it’s mostly Harry Potter stuff. If you dig deeper enough, you’ll see that older posts are about Tom Felton, then older posts are about weight loss, older ones are about when I was heartbroken and etc.
It’s basically a summary of my life.

Mine.
I know I’m not that good with the camera, hell I suck. But I had fun, the firework display was beautiful. <3